The big news of today is that I reached 1000 pageviews! This is amazing because I think it must mean that people are actually reading my blog - other than my four followers - and it's not just spam traffic from adverts...I'd also like to say a quick hello to my new follower!
However, tomorrow I've got to go back to the doctors' to be weighed. If I've lost weight, and my BMI has dropped then it means that my whole life with change. Other than the stuff I write about on here, I'm so happy. I love University, and I love my friends and my job. I really don't want to have to give it all up just because a tiny part of me is so dysfunctional. I'm hoping against hope that I've eaten enough, and kept enough of it inside me, over Christmas to have at least maintained what I weighed before then.
It's funny, because Geoff wants me to have lost more weight. I'm not sure how he dares!
I read my blog back last night - as you do - and I just wanted to say one thing. When I was writing about telling my friends about Geoff, I wrote that I didn't really want help from my friends. I wasn't entirely right. I couldn't have done much of last term, the holidays, or the beginning of this without them and their help.
Thankyou, by the way, to everyone who reads, comments on and follows my blog!
I will pray for you Kate. I know you are scared. But whatever happens tomorrow, you will make it through, because you are a strong, strong young lady. It is hard to "step out of life" sometimes, to tend to recovery, but if it needs to be done, then at least you know you are working towards a much healthier life in the future. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteSorry this is a little late, Sunny, but thankyou (again!). Fortunately, it wasn't as bad as I feared, but it certainly gave me something to think about. As for being strong, I definitely don't feel it!
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